I feel like I am going to be ready to get the Christmas stuff out this week-end, it is time to get in the spirit. I went and bought Katelyn some things this morning and it made me excited for Christmas morning. We are going to take Katelyn to see Santa with our families this year so that will be fun! I even took Kate's picture last week-end and worked on Christmas cards...I wasn't going to send them out but I am proud of myself for getting it together. I am healing and it is getting better each day - time, friends and family are the key to healing from all of this. I am not superwoman and some days are harder then others but we are doing pretty good. I try not to stress about where we go from here, it is too early to make those decisions. I see Dr. Grogan Monday and I think I meet with her and Dr. Korotkin (the high risk) on Wednesday so that will offer us a lot of closure.